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Wednesday, July 15th, 2009 10:31 pm

You know, everytime - EVERY FUCKING TIME - I talk to my mother; I end up feeling like a sack of shit.

Tell me how a fifty year old woman has a colonoscopy and then lays in bed for three days with a 102 degree temperature before she calls her BOYFRIEND that lives in fucking TENNESSEE and has him TEXT me. Not call. Text. And not only that? GUILT text. "She needs someone that cares about her to come take care of her. Can U?"

Then, when I tell him, after the SECOND repeated text, that I'm going but she'll have to call me next time. Because really, she didn't seem to have a problem calling HIM. Believe me, I'm a cheaper telephone call. She FINALLY calls me to do the "Don't come. Just forget about me. Forget all about me." guilt call?

Did she think I was going to show up? Did she think I was going to race over there and fight with her? Or to reassure her that I don't want to forget her? And really? WHY would you sit in bed for THREE DAYS with a temperature? THREE FUCKING DAYS?

Seriously, it's like she has no ability to think for herself. And I'm really, really tired of being my mother's mother.

Current Mood: angry

From Mo

Saturday, June 20th, 2009 11:08 pm

If I were a month I would be: April
If I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
If I were a time of day I would be: 3 AM
If I were a planet I would be: The Moon (Not a planet, but it fits.)
If I were a sea animal, I would be: A turtle.
If I were a direction, I would be: Straight.
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: A bed.
If I were a historical figure, I would be: Marie Antoinette.
If I were a liquid, I would be: Rum.
If I were a stone, I would be: Opal.
If I were a sin I would be: Gluttony.
If I were a tree, I would be: Fir.
If I were a bird, I would be: A jaybird.
If I were a tool, I would be: Scroll Saw.
If I were a flower, I would be: Gerbera Daisy.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Sunny.
If I were a mythical creature I would be: Phoenix.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A flute.
If I were an animal, I would be: A cat.
If I were a color, I would be: Orange.
If I were an emotion, I would be: Nervousness.
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Broccoli.
If I were a sound, I would be: A laugh.
If I were an element, I would be: Mercury.
If I were a car, I would be: A Beetle.
If I were a song, I would be: Your Love by Outfield.
If I were a movie, I would be: Something where people get eaten by dead people.
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Michael Bay
If I were a book, I would be: Holding Out by Anne O. Faulk
If I were a book, I would be written by: Nora Roberts
If I were a food, I would be: Chips and Salsa
If I were a place, I would be: San Diego.
If I were a material, I would be: Egyptian Cotton
If I were a taste, I would be: Sweet.
If I were a scent, I would be: Tangerine.
If I were a word, I would be: Bright.
If I were a body part, I would be: Lips.
If I were a subject in school, I would be: Music.
If I were an object, I would be: A picture.
If I were a facial expression I would be: A smile.
If I were a shape I would be a: A star.

Current Mood: amused

(no subject)

Monday, June 15th, 2009 11:01 am

You know, there are days where I feel absolutely alone. Unloved, and unwanted.

This weekend? Not one of them.

Of course, it was my birthday, but still. Every single one of my friends, EVERY SINGLE ONE, managed to make it to my party(-ies...actually, as I had two). Every one.

I was amazed and awed. You all just blew my mind away. Thank you for making my birthday as fucking amazing.

Current Mood: loved

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Wednesday, June 10th, 2009 12:51 am

I just stepped on Fred in the dark and ended up with several bleeding places on my legs. Ow.

Current Mood: sore

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Tuesday, June 9th, 2009 09:42 pm

It's my birthday in four days! WOOT!

I really need to use this journal more. I actually like the journal name over here.

Current Mood: bored

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Monday, May 4th, 2009 12:05 am

Omg.

I look like my mother.

I've never been more tempted to dye my hair black.

Current Mood: scared

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Sunday, May 3rd, 2009 11:22 pm

This dredge I have is confusing me.

I'm lethargic, but sometimes have energy. I've got a sore throat, that never really goes away but subsides for a bit, then comes back full force. I sometimes cough, sometimes have a runny nose. Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes.

Really? Just decide already.